Friday, June 18, 2010

overload

I feel like I'm an idiot for needing to tell my messed up pathetic story to the vast emptiness that is the internet, but I feel like I will explode..... or implode..... or die..... or have a psychotic melt down..... or just cut my arm right off.....
I don't get it.
I did really good good today.
I had a cup of tea for breakfast (10 cal),
16oz of crystal light for lunch (5 cal),
A soft chicken taco for dinner (210 cal).
225 cal is well below my daily goal.
I just feel like I'm empty and alone.
My love is asleep right beside me and still I feel this way.
What is wrong with me?

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